All I need to do is listen carefully enough to hear.

February 11, 2009 at 6:08 pm | In General Thoughts, being guided | 2 Comments
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I’m finally back from the Ether.  I spent the weekend at a certification course for Energy Coaching.  Coming from the space/life-view of an Energy Healer, it was a 3-day immersion into energy-speak and energy-centering.  Tremendous, really.

We did an activity in which we were blind-folded, and a partner was guiding us verbally toward a goal…but couldn’t give real directions.

With that in mind, here’s what happened behind that blindfold of mine:

Right away I have a sense of which way I’m meant to go. So I strike out in that direction (it’s exactly opposite from where I’m starting…so true for my life).

So off I go. After a handful of tentative steps, I bump into a block. I say, “Hmmm…just bumped into a block,” to which my guide responds, “That’s okay, it just shows you that you’re moving.”

Wow.  Wow.

Okay, so I shift direction a bit. And my guide quickly, but gently, asks if that is really the right direction for me.  This is, of course, a signal that I’m not going the right way. So I change course again, and again my guide wonders aloud if there is perhaps another path for me to be on.

And it occurs to me, “wow, this is so very much the way I go through the world…I just kind of zig-zag back and forth, never in a direct line.”

It’s a sad realization, because it feels so inefficient, and I think about how much time and energy I’m wasting on an indirect route.  If only I could know my direction, rather than having to move blindly, I would be there already.

Then, as if on cue, my guide once again softly suggests that there might be a better way for me.

And then the big Aha!-moment happens.

I realize that I am being guided,

every step of the way,

and all I need to do is listen carefully enough to hear.

And now, each new direction I turn, I hardly take a step at all before I understand – from my guide – whether or not it is my right way.

And suddenly, in what feels like a heartbeat, I’m there.

I’ve reached my goal.

This teaching had nothing to do with the original intent of the exercise.

But then, that’s the whole point of Energy Coaching: to guide a person as they discover for themselves exactly what it is they need to know.

Again, I say wow.

We are forever growing and expanding.

February 5, 2009 at 2:57 pm | In General Thoughts, faith, meditation, spirituality | Leave a Comment
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I have a confession to make: I tend to be a bit judgmental of people in the healing world who move from one modality to another, in an endless procession of new classes and certifications.  Today they’re a massage therapist, next year they’ve added Reiki and tapping to their list of credentials.

Enough, I always think.  Just practice your trade and stop getting, getting, getting!

But now I have another confession to make: I’ve begun to do the same thing.

I can’t speak for others about their motives.  All I know is that for me, it just feels right.

I never thought I’d be doing Shamanic Journeying.  Never.  Not once.  No way.  Not me. (In fact, I have a dear friend who’s spent the past 5 years making a film on the injustices to native people by the commercialization of their spiritual practices!)

And now I’m doing it?

Well, yes.  I am.

And the changes that have taken place within me – and within my work as a Healer – are stunning.

So what’s this all about, this thing that seems like an endless search for the “one right modality?”

Here’s the deal: In the end, we are all looking for the same thing.

Love.

With a capital L.

“Love that casts a widening pool of light.”

I might find it today through journey work, yesterday through Reiki, and tomorrow through sitting in stillness.  You might find it through Christianity, while the next guy finds it through whirling dervish-ing. That lady over there? Past-life-regression. And this one? Transcendental meditation.

The list is endless.

And that is a good thing.

It’s a testament to the fact that no two people are alike – and no one person remains the same from one moment to the next.

We are forever growing and expanding.  We cannot expect our spiritual practice to remain the same.

But through this web of differences – between people, and within the ever-evolving nature of Self – the one constant is Love.

It doesn’t matter how we connect to it – this Love, this light.

It only matters that we be with it in a way that feels fully right to us.

Deeply, genuinely, peacefully.

light, love

February 4, 2009 at 4:28 pm | In 21 Days to 21 Minutes, General Thoughts, Source, meditation | Leave a Comment
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This, from today’s practice:

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

light and love

love and light

light. light. light.

curled in light, in warmth, in love

nowhere, just here

just everywhere

stay, always

if i could

i can

i will

i will be

i am

soft

light, love

love, light.

Forward ever

February 3, 2009 at 3:06 pm | In 21 Days to 21 Minutes, General Thoughts, meditation | 1 Comment
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I have no idea what “day” of meditation this is.

What I do know is that this blog helps me keep up with my practice.

Not that I love the idea of my inner world being made public.  But the accountability is good for me.

Don’t get me wrong – I have come to love meditation – or whatever form of stillness and connecting it may be on a given day. It feels very, very good, and I know it’s initiating beautiful, wonderful, spectacular things in my life.

It’s just that I’m still “me” in many ways – one being that I’m not great at sticking to self-made routines. I trust that someday the meditation will become so natural that it doesn’t take conscious effort.  But in the meantime, I want very much to keep meditating…so I will keep blogging.

Whether or not anyone reads the blog is immaterial.  I began this journey of meditating for me, so I will continue it in the same vein. Along those lines, I’m letting go of posting about the day’s meditation.  Instead, I’ll write about whatever comes into my heart.

And I’ll trust that it is exactly as it’s meant to be.

So, welcome back to me!  On we go – forward ever, on this amazing path…

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